‘Love and Hip Hop’ reality star Brandi Boyd continues to grieve the loss of her infant son, Baby Lux. As The Shade Room previously reported, Boyd and her husband, Max Lux, revealed the infant’s passing on March 7.
On Thursday, Brandi Boyd took to Instagram to share a video of herself in tears. As she spoke, the reality star expressed her grief.
“I just love him so much… and I wish, so much, he was still here… I’m going through it. I’m trying to get the strength to bury my son and some things are going on right now and just nothing is right. I don’t know what to do…”
Boyd explained that there’s “so much evil in this world.”
Before sharing the tearful video, Boyd took to Instagram earlier this week to share a collage video of her son. In the video’s caption, she also expressed her grief and pain.
“God Please please Help P A I N is Al i feel . #BabyLux mommy loves you soooooooo much “
On March 30, Boyd also shared a video of her older children interacting with the infant. Accompanied by the video was a sweet, reflective message.
“Having our babies born days in the same month loosing our Baby Lux will always be So Hard.
but Brandus ,& Cady will always know all of your lives mean so much to us. This will never make sense but I know you guys have your little brother looking over you from heaven … Thank you all for every single prayer love and light we are so hurt and receive all your energy Lift us up give us strength lord #Babylux 4ever…”
As The Shade Room previously reported, Max Lux took to Instagram on March 7 to share the tragic news with the world. He also encouraged the public to be “mindful” of their comments to his wife.
“Pray for Brandi and my family…we lost our baby yesterday and are facing the hardest trial I never knew existed. Please be mindful of your comments to my Brandi. TBH I wouldn’t of even posted about this but rather you get information from me than anyone else.”
Additionally, Max Lux revealed that “no foul play” was involved in the infant’s death.
“Lil Lux passed. We and the emergency response did our best to resuscitate him to no prevail and this is a tragedy. There is no foul play and everyone is hurt, especially myself. I mean damn my last post my close friend passed and now this…if u was ever gonna go to bat for us now is the time fam.”
Boyd wrote a message to her infant son shortly after the initial announcement.
“We need you, we love you. Send us a sign. Visit your brother and sisters in [their] sleep. Let us know [you’re] warm in heaven. I can’t believe I am typing these words. Pray for my family. #BabyLux. Send me strength to carry on. I have to be strong for your siblings.”
Before the infant’s death, Boyd and Lux were very transparent about the child undergoing upcoming surgery. However, the parents did not detail what the surgery was for. Or if the infant was able to experience the procedure before his death.
Additionally, the infant was born prematurely.
Roommates, please join us in sending prayers to Brandi Boyd, Max Lux, and their families!